Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Goodbye to Eagleman . . .

It's been 2 days since completing Eagleman and I finally think my thoughts have slowed to the point that I can put the entire ordeal into words. As far as the nitty-gritty, here are my stats:

Total time: 6:08:21.15
Swim: 39:46
T1: 4:46
Bike: 2:57:12 19
T2: 5:17
Run: 2:21:23 10:48 minute mile

All in all, the race was truly amazing! There are so many different, wonderful memories that come to me when I think back about the whole weekend that it's difficult to organize them all into a coherent "race" report.

Derek and I have a saying: "my heart took a picture." We say this when something amazing happens and it strikes our hearts in ways that we know we will never forget. My heart took many pictures this weekend. There was a moment when I saw my girls on the dock of the TriGirl house trying to catch fish and trap crabs with their Daddy. I am a lucky, lucky woman and I will never be able to express how thankful I am to have these wonderful children and this truly breathtaking man in my life.

There was another moment when I was taking some time to myself under a tree in the transition area and watching the TriGirls take a practice swim in the water. For just a second I closed my eyes and breathed in everything around me. How fortunate am I that I am in this place, with these miraculous women? What could I have done to deserve such an abundant amount of happiness in my life?

The morning of the race my heart will forever carry a picture of the TriGirls driving down the road with hoots and hollers as they arrived to pick me up. During the run, I will remember Carmen's smiling face as she told me how strong she felt. I will remember Susie Q's hands raised high in the air as I cheered her along as she passed me. I will remember Jonah's warm smile as I saw her starting out in her run. I will remember hearing my name and getting a renewed sense of energy when I saw Shawn and Karen cheering me on as I started the run myself. I will remember the kiss I got from my little Booger as I was starting out on my bike and the row of high five's I received as I was running down the finisher's chute. And I will always remember with vivid detail the look of love and admiration in my husband's eyes as he leaned down to kiss me and tell me how proud he was of all I had accomplished.

The details of the swim, bike and run are actually rather insignificant to me. Did I do as well as I wanted? No. Did I learn a lot of things to do next time? Yes. But I will forget my times and all of the things I would have done differently and the moments when "my heart took a picture" will be all that remains with me. And, I suppose, that is the real reason I do triathlons -- to remind myself that life is not easy, that pain is temporary and that every moment offers you the opportunity to be thankful for those special people in your life who make it worth the journey.

To all my teammates, who are now my friends, congratulations on reaching your dreams. And to my family, who will always be my love, my life and my inspiration, thank you for helping me reach my dreams and supporting me without fail.

Now, on to the next chapter . . . Ironman Florida.

8 comments:

Jonah Holland said...

Cyndi, you are such an inspiration. I love your race report. The details you include are the important ones. and yes, you did make me cry.

You are a strong and beautiful woman!

Melissa said...

i am lost for words after reading this. it's the best race report i have ever read. you have a way of keeping things in perpsective. you're right - it's not all abot number and we have a way of getting so wrapped up in them. it's the moments that make our heart smile that are important. "life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away". thank you to you for bieng YOU! an inspiration, teacher, and an awesome team mate!

ps - you totally made me cry!

xoxoxo

Anonymous said...

I'm completely choked up...love this.

SusieQ

TriGirl 40 said...

You always find such great quotes for us that fit the moments perfectly - but the one you and Derik created "my heart took a picture" is my all-time very favorite. Beautiful race report. I thought my Eagleman related tears were long gone, but I guess there were a few more left.

Diane said...

I'm verclemp... here's a topic... talk amonst yourselves...

Great race report!

carmen said...

I LOVE CYNDI D
thanks for sharing the experience
lets do it again
and again
and again

Big Dog said...

We are all so very lucky to have you as part of our lives (I am speaking for everyone but mostly me). You are a great spirit, inspiration and support and you make this world a better place to be......Thanks for being you......I love you....D

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